Around 18:00 I found a drop of blood and freaked out. I called my doctor and we discussed what/what not to do. The bleeding has stopped, but now I feel sick.
Really? Really? I thought this was it. What could I have done differently?
I lied in bed and felt nothing. Maund tried to comfort me, but I still felt nothing. He knew I had been craving lemon pepper wings from Plucker's and offered to grab some for dinner. I agreed and decided to sit up in bed, but the minute I did so I began to sob. Once I was feeling a little better he took off to get me some dinner.
I kinda feel defeated eventhough I don't know what's going on. I can't give up just yet. Nothing's been confirmed. But still I can't help shake the memory of having breakthrough bleeding and then miscarrying a week and half later. And you know what's not fair, getting to listen to my baby's heartbeat and not hearing it the next week.
Was it stress? Was it working in the path lab for 6 hours straight without taking a break? Was it from hanging out with my cat too much? Was it the humidifier? Was it allergies? What was it?!?! What am I gonna do if this happens again?
Dr. K said to call him on Sunday for an update and possibly go in on Monday morning for an ultrasound. All I can do is wait, huh?
I really miss you.
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