8 weeks. Eight weeks was all I got.
And I really thought this was it, ya know?
I was trying not to get excited, but even at last week's ultrasound I was happy to see the heartbeat. And even though it was slow I was hoping things would pick up.
Dr. K asked me if I wanted to look at the monitor while he looked and I said no. But I peeked and could see that he was trying too hard to find the little pulse that was so easy to find last week.
I've been trying to keep my mind off things, but I find myself getting sad if left alone too long with my thoughts.
I'm taking a break after this. I need to focus on me for a little bit. If I were happier with myself would I have better luck?
And I really thought this was it, ya know?
I was trying not to get excited, but even at last week's ultrasound I was happy to see the heartbeat. And even though it was slow I was hoping things would pick up.
Dr. K asked me if I wanted to look at the monitor while he looked and I said no. But I peeked and could see that he was trying too hard to find the little pulse that was so easy to find last week.
I've been trying to keep my mind off things, but I find myself getting sad if left alone too long with my thoughts.
I'm taking a break after this. I need to focus on me for a little bit. If I were happier with myself would I have better luck?
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