I filed my petition for divorce today. A part of me was a little sad, but the other part of me was excited to begin this new life. I needed to ask those questions. I just had to. The answers may have been evident, but it was nice to be reassured of them.
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My birthday came and went this weekend. I tried to enjoy it as much as I could, but I still can't get over the fact that my sister is hurting and I'm the cause. I don't know if we/she can get passed this, but I'm gonna try my hardest to make it right.
Don't get me wrong, brunch at Takoba was nice. Opening my gift at the hill was fun. The Sound of Music at Zilker then dinner at Elizabeth's were magical! But I'm sorry I didn't enjoy myself like I should have. I appreciate everything that went into Saturday night.
