sospiro

Do you ever sigh and people ask you what's wrong? Nothing is wrong, I'm just compelled to sigh.  Well that's what I did, but instead I just whispered your name. Your name is a breath of fresh air.  I felt a little overwhelmed for a minute today and I whispered your name.  It felt good. Really good, actually. How is it possible that one letter can make all my worries disappear? Huh? Tell me!

Sometimes I wonder what a cardiologist would think about my heartbeat. Erratic? Definitely. It beats faster when you're around, but also I think it would be slower, calmer knowing you're near. Even when you're not around and you pop into my thoughts my heart rate jumps. <3 <3 <3 <<<<3

pioggia II

I would gladly watch YouTube videos with you,
I would gladly study with you,
I would gladly listen to vinyl records with you,
I would gladly eat a veggie patty sandwich with you,
But mostly
I would gladly stand in the rain with you again.
anytime,
anywhere.

guarire

Y nadie sabe por qué un día el amor nace 
Ni sabe nadie por qué muere el amor un día...

Y volverás a esperanzarte
Y luego a desesperar
Y cuando menos lo esperes
Tu corazón va a sanar
Va a sanar
Va a sanar
Y va a volver a quebrarse
Mientras le toque pulsar

fortuna II

Found this in my cookie tonight!

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sogni e le aspirazioni

I really enjoyed our talk today.  

Did I say too much? Was it too soon?

"Too Much? Too Soon?"

You helped to put a lot of my worries at ease.  I guess all I can do now is remain focused on my education and career goals and hope that the rest of it falls in place. Like I said, it's nice knowing I'm not alone, but at the same time I want to make sure that we're gonna be okay.  It's so close, I can taste it!

We can do this.

aspirazioni

“There are two mistakes one can make along the road to truth - not going all the way and not starting.”

 -Buddha

One of my sorority sisters posted this quote on Facebook at the beginning of the month.  When I first read it I felt like crying. The thoughts and emotions it sparked were exhilarating. It was a moment of clarity and I hope to live it by the end of this year.  I'm so grateful to Anna O. for posting this becos it felt like a sign that was meant for me.

Step 1

I started looking at graduate school and pre-reqs today. It always seemed so unattainable and I was discouraged from looking.  Now I'm wondering why I hadn't done it sooner? It's easier than the mountain I had made it out to be.

Step 2

I began the application to register for the Foreign Services exam.  I don't think I'm quite ready for the February 2012 test date, but I plan on registering for the June exam.

baby steps.

*update 1/18/12
I wasn't able to say this in person today, but the enthusiasm you had for my snaillike blossoming progress is much appreciated.  The reason being becos when I mentioned grad school to Maund his response was "You need to grow up." No exclamation, non-advisory, but more like a stop-fucking-around connotation.  When I mentioned the idea and Maund's response to some Trans, Lil Z was floored and said she was surprised at his remark being that this could greatly benefit my career and our standard of living.  That's what I thought, and I felt like a kid being scolded for wanting more or something better than what I have now.
So, thank you. Thanks for being my motivation.

-_- II

i miss you so much more now than before. so unfair.

qualunque cosa II

My hand is cramping. I'm not cut out for drawing on a laptop mousepad.

qualunque cosa

Messing around with Google Docs.

Buon Capodanno

¿Cuánto de esto es amor?
¿Cuánto es deseo?
¿Se pueden, o no, separar?
 Si desde el corazón a los dedos
no hay nada en mi cuerpo que no hagas vibrar...

I love hearing that ringer.